Friday, January 26, 2007
{ 10:58 PM }
So, there's this girl. We fight like mad idiots. We bicker like bitter pessimists. We shout at each other and punch the daylights out of each other on worser days.
Aside from all the petty conflicts, she's walked through my whole life with me, except maybe for the first three years of my life when I was the ONLY apple of my parents' eyes. She listens to my whining and though she may be a pretty horrible advisor (it's the truth, what!), she's there for me.
What would I be without you? Hmm.. probably still the apple of my parents eyes but life's good with her in it. And now she's all grown up.
She can trust that I'll always be here to pull her back to reality if she ever gets lost. I will be here to make sure she doesn't make the same mistakes I made and help her stand if ever she does. She can trust me to be there, always. We're stuck with each other whether we like it or not, luckily for me (and for her!!) it's the former.
This is my shoutout to her. My beloved little sister.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BRAT!
By the way, I'm happy you're the way you are . Neither a skanky whore nor a slutty bitch. Neither a gone-high druggie nor a chimney smoker. You have no idea how much I worry about you turning into what I don't want you to turn into. We both know the effects of peer pressure and what teen drama can do to you. I guess you take after me (in all ways good). =D
So, there's this girl. We fight like mad idiots. We bicker like bitter pessimists. We shout at each other and punch the daylights out of each other on worser days.
Aside from all the petty conflicts, she's walked through my whole life with me, except maybe for the first three years of my life when I was the ONLY apple of my parents' eyes. She listens to my whining and though she may be a pretty horrible advisor (it's the truth, what!), she's there for me.
What would I be without you? Hmm.. probably still the apple of my parents eyes but life's good with her in it. And now she's all grown up.
She can trust that I'll always be here to pull her back to reality if she ever gets lost. I will be here to make sure she doesn't make the same mistakes I made and help her stand if ever she does. She can trust me to be there, always. We're stuck with each other whether we like it or not, luckily for me (and for her!!) it's the former.
This is my shoutout to her. My beloved little sister.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BRAT!
By the way, I'm happy you're the way you are . Neither a skanky whore nor a slutty bitch. Neither a gone-high druggie nor a chimney smoker. You have no idea how much I worry about you turning into what I don't want you to turn into. We both know the effects of peer pressure and what teen drama can do to you. I guess you take after me (in all ways good). =D
Thursday, January 25, 2007
{ 3:07 AM }
I'm living out of my 'post-its'. My to-do list is hideous and it's just keeps building up.
1. Land Law Non-Assessed due 30th Jan 07
2. Constitutional Tutorial #4 due 29th Jan 07
3. Family Law Tutorial #2 due 05th Feb 07
4. Read "Co-Ownership" - Dixon Ch 4, Thompson Ch 9 and 10 (Do notes)
5. Read "Powers and Discretionary Trusts"- Stockwell & Edwards Ch 5 (Do notes)
6. Read "Secret Trusts & Half Trusts" - Hanbury & Martin Ch 5 (Do notes)
7. Do notes for all other chapters.
Kill me already.
I'm living out of my 'post-its'. My to-do list is hideous and it's just keeps building up.
1. Land Law Non-Assessed due 30th Jan 07
2. Constitutional Tutorial #4 due 29th Jan 07
3. Family Law Tutorial #2 due 05th Feb 07
4. Read "Co-Ownership" - Dixon Ch 4, Thompson Ch 9 and 10 (Do notes)
5. Read "Powers and Discretionary Trusts"- Stockwell & Edwards Ch 5 (Do notes)
6. Read "Secret Trusts & Half Trusts" - Hanbury & Martin Ch 5 (Do notes)
7. Do notes for all other chapters.
Kill me already.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
{ 5:14 AM }
I found a way cooler way to do surveys. HERE.
Friendster's, like, so yesterday.
Ok ok, snapping out of my bimbo zone now, been at it the whole day and apparently I'm not bimbotic enough. My boyfriend will be first in line to disagree. So try as I might, I fail miserably, according to KL standards. hah!
WHO DID YOU SIT WITH AT LUNCH TODAY?
such a high school qn. I sat with Ying.
WHERE WAS THE LAST "REAL" VACATION YOU WENT ON?
the LAST one? Genting. I'm sorry I have this thing called uni that's keeping me busy
WHERE WAS YOUR LAST SLEEPOVER
centrepoint, New Years Eve
HAVE YOU HAD A SWEET 16?
4 years ago.
WHAT ARE YOUR VIEWS ON ABORTION?
I AM ANTI ABORTION. so all rumours are NOT true, funny but still, not true.
DO YOU OWN ANY DESIGNER PURSES?
yes. and that's all im saying. Not going to turn into the president of the slut crew.
WHAT PURFUME DO YOU USE?
davidoff - cool water. not much of a perfume person.
YOU TAKE A SHOWER EVERY DAY RIGHT?
no, once a month. if you didn't catch the sarcasm you can.... just go away.
WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
9, which is pretty good considering that it's a school day
WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
lectures.
WHERE DO YOU MAINLY SHOP AT?
MNG, Esprit, Miss Selfridge, Forever 21. KL is amazing.
ARE YOU FAILING ANYTHING?
failing to keep within my allowance.. haha
DO YOU KEEP MOVIE TICKETS?
no.. but i will try.
WHAT MAGAZINES DO YOU READ?
i have a stack of ELLE, Cosmopolitian, Vogue.. etc etc.
ARE YOU A GOOD GIRL?
i try to be. but sometimes the inner bitch reigns.
IS YOUR ROOM OVERLY DECORATED?
i dont think so.
SAY SOMETHING FUNNY THAT HAPPENED TODAY
haha this north american lady gave us our briefing on our 3rd year. let's just call her M2. SHE was funny, and I'm not talking about her personality.
ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ON YOURTOPLIST?
I am in love with someone I want to love if that's what this means.
ARE YOU MISSING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
home, and all that comes with it
WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SHOES?
the one's that i don't wear, obviously. lol
WHAT'S THE MOST EXPENSIVE THING YOU OWN?
chanel tote? but i have to complain that the chains of the bag are heavy like fark. so not all that wonderful. my laptop comes a close second.
WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
i dont want it to come. I'm turning 20, go figure. I hate it.
TELL EVERYTHING YOU ATE TODAY.
claypot mee, taiwan beef noodles.
WHAT DID YOU WEAR TODAY?
i'm getting lazy to describe. Clothes
WHAT KIND OF ACCESSORIES DO YOU WEAR?
everything. bloody questions.
ARE YOU FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE OLDER THANYOU?
yeap.
YOUNGER?
wtf? ya..
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A WEDDING?
to a wedding.. yea. IN a wedding.. no. ps. i LOVE weddings. =D
For a moment this whole thing was turning into such a pain. And I've also noticed that I have a swearing problem, at least it only happens online. Please don't mind my harsh language, I'm sure it'll go away soon.
Well it's back to land law I suppose.
I found a way cooler way to do surveys. HERE.
Friendster's, like, so yesterday.
Ok ok, snapping out of my bimbo zone now, been at it the whole day and apparently I'm not bimbotic enough. My boyfriend will be first in line to disagree. So try as I might, I fail miserably, according to KL standards. hah!
WHO DID YOU SIT WITH AT LUNCH TODAY?
such a high school qn. I sat with Ying.
WHERE WAS THE LAST "REAL" VACATION YOU WENT ON?
the LAST one? Genting. I'm sorry I have this thing called uni that's keeping me busy
WHERE WAS YOUR LAST SLEEPOVER
centrepoint, New Years Eve
HAVE YOU HAD A SWEET 16?
4 years ago.
WHAT ARE YOUR VIEWS ON ABORTION?
I AM ANTI ABORTION. so all rumours are NOT true, funny but still, not true.
DO YOU OWN ANY DESIGNER PURSES?
yes. and that's all im saying. Not going to turn into the president of the slut crew.
WHAT PURFUME DO YOU USE?
davidoff - cool water. not much of a perfume person.
YOU TAKE A SHOWER EVERY DAY RIGHT?
no, once a month. if you didn't catch the sarcasm you can.... just go away.
WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
9, which is pretty good considering that it's a school day
WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
lectures.
WHERE DO YOU MAINLY SHOP AT?
MNG, Esprit, Miss Selfridge, Forever 21. KL is amazing.
ARE YOU FAILING ANYTHING?
failing to keep within my allowance.. haha
DO YOU KEEP MOVIE TICKETS?
no.. but i will try.
WHAT MAGAZINES DO YOU READ?
i have a stack of ELLE, Cosmopolitian, Vogue.. etc etc.
ARE YOU A GOOD GIRL?
i try to be. but sometimes the inner bitch reigns.
IS YOUR ROOM OVERLY DECORATED?
i dont think so.
SAY SOMETHING FUNNY THAT HAPPENED TODAY
haha this north american lady gave us our briefing on our 3rd year. let's just call her M2. SHE was funny, and I'm not talking about her personality.
ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ON YOURTOPLIST?
I am in love with someone I want to love if that's what this means.
ARE YOU MISSING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
home, and all that comes with it
WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SHOES?
the one's that i don't wear, obviously. lol
WHAT'S THE MOST EXPENSIVE THING YOU OWN?
chanel tote? but i have to complain that the chains of the bag are heavy like fark. so not all that wonderful. my laptop comes a close second.
WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
i dont want it to come. I'm turning 20, go figure. I hate it.
TELL EVERYTHING YOU ATE TODAY.
claypot mee, taiwan beef noodles.
WHAT DID YOU WEAR TODAY?
i'm getting lazy to describe. Clothes
WHAT KIND OF ACCESSORIES DO YOU WEAR?
everything. bloody questions.
ARE YOU FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE OLDER THANYOU?
yeap.
YOUNGER?
wtf? ya..
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A WEDDING?
to a wedding.. yea. IN a wedding.. no. ps. i LOVE weddings. =D
For a moment this whole thing was turning into such a pain. And I've also noticed that I have a swearing problem, at least it only happens online. Please don't mind my harsh language, I'm sure it'll go away soon.
Well it's back to land law I suppose.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
{ 4:25 AM }
Just as I was about to turn into such a grouch due to my truck load of work, God sent me a tiny little miracle, well maybe a few tiny miracles. See, he does have eyes.
Tutorial today was cancelled. Tutorial tomorrow's cancelled too. Double whammy!
Because we feel so damn free, we went all the way to Klang (45minutes away from where we are) JUST to have bak kut teh. And I swear on Dolce & Gabbana that it was so good, the soup lar.
The chunk of pork meat looked so damn good, that even I the so-called muslim wanted to try. But sorry to disappoint, I didn't.
Oh before we left for bak kut teh, we spotted this guy who we thought was hot, well.. alright la. Eh no no, THEY thought he was hot. I love you, boyfriend I know you read from time to time. THEY thought he was hot, I was like heh.. 0=D
Then we had another karaoke session. Absolutely blissful, much needed break from leases and domestic violence and constitution of trusts.
Considering the fact that I didn't bring my make up back, my skin has been surprisingly cooperative not perfect but cooperative enough. Phew~
Tutorial today was cancelled. Tutorial tomorrow's cancelled too. Double whammy!
Because we feel so damn free, we went all the way to Klang (45minutes away from where we are) JUST to have bak kut teh. And I swear on Dolce & Gabbana that it was so good, the soup lar.
The chunk of pork meat looked so damn good, that even I the so-called muslim wanted to try. But sorry to disappoint, I didn't.
Oh before we left for bak kut teh, we spotted this guy who we thought was hot, well.. alright la. Eh no no, THEY thought he was hot. I love you, boyfriend I know you read from time to time. THEY thought he was hot, I was like heh.. 0=D
Then we had another karaoke session. Absolutely blissful, much needed break from leases and domestic violence and constitution of trusts.
Considering the fact that I didn't bring my make up back, my skin has been surprisingly cooperative not perfect but cooperative enough. Phew~
someone asked to strike a pose, pose la.
not one, not two but three bowls. heaven~
happy campers.
It's THAT good. She seems to think so.
Fine, maybe I'm exagerating just a little about the bak kut teh being heaven or perhaps it's my lack of bak kut teh in recent years. But it was good nontheless.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
{ 4:51 AM }
It's January the 20th 2007. In exactly 36 days I am turning twenty. Yep, the big TWO ZERO.
I suppose it won't feel any less different but I can't help feeling OLD.
In a year I'll be graduating. In two years I'll either be slaving off in the working world or still studying to become a genius. In eight years, I'll be married. In nine years, I'll be a mother to a very beautiful son/daughter. In ten years, I'll turn THIRTY(!!).
Oh, and also not forgetting the part where I earn a five digit salary per month, (feel free to insert that anywhere between ages 26 and 30.... fine, 30+ then) and that I'll be a MILF (insert anywhere between ages 29 till forever). LOL
I am officially on panic mode.
It's January the 20th 2007. In exactly 36 days I am turning twenty. Yep, the big TWO ZERO.
I suppose it won't feel any less different but I can't help feeling OLD.
In a year I'll be graduating. In two years I'll either be slaving off in the working world or still studying to become a genius. In eight years, I'll be married. In nine years, I'll be a mother to a very beautiful son/daughter. In ten years, I'll turn THIRTY(!!).
Oh, and also not forgetting the part where I earn a five digit salary per month, (feel free to insert that anywhere between ages 26 and 30.... fine, 30+ then) and that I'll be a MILF (insert anywhere between ages 29 till forever). LOL
I am officially on panic mode.
Monday, January 15, 2007
{ 7:50 AM }
I've always and still believe that as long as the people that matter most to you have the right impression and opinion of you then no one else's perception of you would matter.
It's no longer comes as a surprise that me and my now ex-boyfriend have split. This is definitely no Jennifer and Brad event, nowhere near it. But as much as I don't need the approval of others, I feel a need to clarify my actions.
You know the saying "forgive and forget", I was pretty good at it, or so I thought. I've come to realise that I neither forgive nor forget the big things. The unforgiven just accumulates, and like all accumulations they eventually erupt. This holds true in my situation.
The unforgiven events shall not be named. As painful and shameful as they may be both on his part and mine, I wish to exit in the most respectable manner possible, that's just the way I am.
All the people around me who have supported me and encouraged me in the smallest possible way, I am beyond grateful. Your words, humour and spastic replies have pulled me out of the hole in which I was once so deeply buried in.
I may seem cruel and heartless but there comes a time where you want and know that you can have something better and to let it go again would be the biggest disappointment of your life.
The world may seem to come to and end, all may seem lost, there may be experiences of difficulty breathing, there may be nostalgic attacks, there may be thoughts that life cannot go on. I've learnt that they're merely post break up hallucinations caused by temporary intense emotional greif.
Human beings are not on top of the food chain because the sky is blue and the grass is green. We're survivors. In our most trying times, we're put to the test and this is where we really shine and come out stronger that before. This, I believe, is what it is for him, his trying time.
A pointless post to many who would not understand but it's an effort to justify my actions. Whether or not they become justified are irrelevant because the people I love and care for are still with me, so I suppose I'm not doing too bad not am I?
I've always and still believe that as long as the people that matter most to you have the right impression and opinion of you then no one else's perception of you would matter.
It's no longer comes as a surprise that me and my now ex-boyfriend have split. This is definitely no Jennifer and Brad event, nowhere near it. But as much as I don't need the approval of others, I feel a need to clarify my actions.
You know the saying "forgive and forget", I was pretty good at it, or so I thought. I've come to realise that I neither forgive nor forget the big things. The unforgiven just accumulates, and like all accumulations they eventually erupt. This holds true in my situation.
The unforgiven events shall not be named. As painful and shameful as they may be both on his part and mine, I wish to exit in the most respectable manner possible, that's just the way I am.
All the people around me who have supported me and encouraged me in the smallest possible way, I am beyond grateful. Your words, humour and spastic replies have pulled me out of the hole in which I was once so deeply buried in.
I may seem cruel and heartless but there comes a time where you want and know that you can have something better and to let it go again would be the biggest disappointment of your life.
The world may seem to come to and end, all may seem lost, there may be experiences of difficulty breathing, there may be nostalgic attacks, there may be thoughts that life cannot go on. I've learnt that they're merely post break up hallucinations caused by temporary intense emotional greif.
Human beings are not on top of the food chain because the sky is blue and the grass is green. We're survivors. In our most trying times, we're put to the test and this is where we really shine and come out stronger that before. This, I believe, is what it is for him, his trying time.
A pointless post to many who would not understand but it's an effort to justify my actions. Whether or not they become justified are irrelevant because the people I love and care for are still with me, so I suppose I'm not doing too bad not am I?
Sunday, January 14, 2007
{ 6:16 AM }
Did you know that I got my bloody damn foot run over by a car two days ago, talk about close calls. It's really quite funny, if you disregard the bone crushing pain, the 30min limp across the mall and the bruise after.
But I must say, it is mtfkingly scary. I thought my foot was going to detatch from my leg. I've heard all the crap about Malaysian drivers and read countless articles on the Malaysian mentality but just dismissed it. Not to sound un-patriotic but seriously!!! I wish I could curse the driver so bad that his kingdom would come but I believe in karma, tough luck. But at the end of it all, I'm still alive aren't I?
I would love to post a picture but I'm quite embarassed about it. No, really I am.. just imagine my foot with tyre marks on it.
On a less crappy note, it's feels like spring in my life. The people close to me are falling in love and I could not be happier for them. Many blessings to the newly coupled in 2007 and also to those who crossed the 2007 borders together. Feel so tingly and lovey dovey, so excited for everyone and their other halves.
But I must say, it is mtfkingly scary. I thought my foot was going to detatch from my leg. I've heard all the crap about Malaysian drivers and read countless articles on the Malaysian mentality but just dismissed it. Not to sound un-patriotic but seriously!!! I wish I could curse the driver so bad that his kingdom would come but I believe in karma, tough luck. But at the end of it all, I'm still alive aren't I?
I would love to post a picture but I'm quite embarassed about it. No, really I am.. just imagine my foot with tyre marks on it.
On a less crappy note, it's feels like spring in my life. The people close to me are falling in love and I could not be happier for them. Many blessings to the newly coupled in 2007 and also to those who crossed the 2007 borders together. Feel so tingly and lovey dovey, so excited for everyone and their other halves.
The 'dream come true' couple
The 'laugh her weight off' couple
The 'ultimate' couple (in my life)
The 'i've never seen him in person but he seems nice' couple
THIS SPACE IS RESERVED FOR
EVE'S PICTURE =)
Oh, how could I possibly forget.
the 'i love you because you've rescued me' couple
All pictures were, sorry to say, taken without the publisher's notice because (a) they wouldn't mind anyway and(b) having to ask one by one would just be too much of a hassle.
Happy loving.
Monday, January 08, 2007
{ 5:00 PM }
First and foremost, Happy New Year. It's officially 2007, 9 days past it to be exact.
2006 was such a monotonous year that zipped by amazingly quick. I moved to KL in 2006, graduated first year in 2006, met wonderful crazy people in 2006, took 14 plane rides in total in 2006 and just because everyone loves a good gossip, broke up with my now ex boyfriend of 5 years, details of which will be left out for all to fill in the missing blanks. No hard feelings there, just grew apart.
And because everyone REALLY loves a good gossip, I salvaged an old, ancient relationship with someone very special. As much as I would like to say that I'm single, I'm not. hah!
The December break was great. Dramatic (can't live life without the drama), wonderful, fattening, slow paced and guiltily work free. My return to KL was a mixture of feelings, I miss my friends here like mad, haven't been in touch for the past month and at the same time I feel so much remorse. My sister's back with me, making things so much easier and better just to have a small taste of home. She's really quite the excited bunny and I, on the other hand, like the Grim Reaper.
Pictures will forever speak in volumes.
First and foremost, Happy New Year. It's officially 2007, 9 days past it to be exact.
2006 was such a monotonous year that zipped by amazingly quick. I moved to KL in 2006, graduated first year in 2006, met wonderful crazy people in 2006, took 14 plane rides in total in 2006 and just because everyone loves a good gossip, broke up with my now ex boyfriend of 5 years, details of which will be left out for all to fill in the missing blanks. No hard feelings there, just grew apart.
And because everyone REALLY loves a good gossip, I salvaged an old, ancient relationship with someone very special. As much as I would like to say that I'm single, I'm not. hah!
The December break was great. Dramatic (can't live life without the drama), wonderful, fattening, slow paced and guiltily work free. My return to KL was a mixture of feelings, I miss my friends here like mad, haven't been in touch for the past month and at the same time I feel so much remorse. My sister's back with me, making things so much easier and better just to have a small taste of home. She's really quite the excited bunny and I, on the other hand, like the Grim Reaper.
Pictures will forever speak in volumes.
saved the best for last. dear adeline comes a VERY close 2nd last.
I need to get my arse moving on school work, lots of catching up. No where near kidding when I say 'lots', then there's having to spend time with my sister, bringing her here and there. I will try to be the best time juggler in the world.
Oh and by the way, my new years resolution is to stick to one. And I can clearly, confidently say that I am stuck to one regardless of whether he likes it or not. Anyone wanna create me more resolutions? I think I've already fulfilled mine and in record time too.
{ 9:10 AM }
I'm back in KL. Proper post soon, promise. So much say. So many pictures to arrange.
I'm back in KL. Proper post soon, promise. So much say. So many pictures to arrange.